apology

my post 'profound' on the 25th oct came  out all wrong. From the start this whole thing has been like a stream of consciousness that I have just poured out without thinking too much about the consequence of what I am saying, relying on the fact that it was the truth as I saw it to get me through.

This has worked fine until the 'profound' post where I'm afraid my lack of eloquence let me down. I could easily delete it but feel it is important to leave everything on here as a record of the last 9 months, warts and all.

In trying to put into words my changing feelings I think I came over as dismissing everything and belittling the whole struggle against cancer, just because I have beaten it. I am accutely aware that for many people, some of whom may read the blog, the struggle is far from over.

I apologise for the flippant tone of the post and encourage you to keep the faith and join me next week when I will be formally concluding the blog .

Ta dudes and dudettes